I prayed and got help for the depression and feel much better and now I have to change the physical side of all these things. I feel a bit overwhelmed at the prospect of losing that 100+ lbs and really not knowing where to start. So today is the day I get up and get moving and I know that with the help of my family and friends I will be back and better than ever because this time it is for me. I know now that if I am going to be the best mom I can be it is to be around for all the things to come. That I should not put my family through all the heart ache of watching me slowly kill myself.
I am strong and I will overcome with faith and prayers I will get there.